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Feb. 20th, 2009 | 04:22 pm
I don't even care anymore honestly.
People suck.
And it's whatever.
I hate it, I hate them, I hate you, I hate me.
People suck.
And it's whatever.
I hate it, I hate them, I hate you, I hate me.
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Bleeeeh.
Nov. 28th, 2008 | 07:14 pm
mood: w/ever
music: BMTH
Today was absolutely boring.
Let's start with last night.
Kelsey comes over, which was ballin', and this creepy kid would not stop messaging me, and telling me how much he's into me, it was honestly getting creepy. So he calls us, and kept saying wicked weird things, and in the meantime, me and Kelsey were laughing SO hard. Anways, it was so creepy and all. So we tell him we have to go, and then he messages me back, a second later after we get off the phone, which was crazy. So we sign off. He texts me today saying like serious things, relationship wise, and I was just like freaked out, I'm reallly not digginf any of this what so ever. Ha, I love Kelsey and how we never stop laughing when we're together. She's the beast=)
I'm so annoyed,
and tired
and grossed out,
and mad
and URGH.
I don't know.
I'm annoyed because these kids won't stop running around in their discusting clothes and want to be scene crap.
I'm tired because I didn't sleep good because Kelsey took all the blankets.
I'm grossed out from that creeper lastnight/today.
I'm mad because I hate them, and I hate half the situations i'm in.
And i'm URGH because all this stuff combined is horrible!
I hate being so negetive, but it's really all I am lately.
I've decided to take drastic measures, and live above the influence.
A few of my friends are betting on how long it will last, but i'm going to make it last for a while. I want to try to do the right thing for once, and get something good going.
I don't know, maybe I just feel horrible from my guinea pig Ugly Betty dying=/ or possibly that CREEPER.
whatever, i'm going to go do something.
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kfdsghfdsg
Nov. 27th, 2008 | 12:39 pm
mood: 
sad
music: Iron & Wine.
So I woke up this morning with a really bad feeling.
I go to my guinea pigs cage, and she died.
I miss her.
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This is my poker face.
Nov. 26th, 2008 | 02:34 pm
mood: alright.
music: Bright Eyes.
Okay, okay, so I haven't been on in forever. It's Thanksgiving, and I hate it too. Not that it went bad or anything, but I just don't really like it. I spent 4 hours sitting in my room, colouring in my 600 page Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle colouring book, looking at my guinea pig. She's really sick actually which is what scares me. Her eyes like fell out or something. I don't know. It's really sad, she's like crying and not eating or drinking. I hope she gets better though. I've felt pretty useless and crappy lately. I don't even know why. This two day and a half school week was pretty great though. Kelsey came back from Mass on Tuesday, and I was so happy. She really is my other half, and hopefully she can come over tomarrow to go out and pick a Christmas Tree out with me and my family. Scratch that, I guess we're not getting a tree tomarrow. Oh, well. I hate Christmas too. Urgh, I've been so negetive lately, and it's quite annoying. I guess i'll go back and watch my guinea pig, and colour in my TMNT colouring book, and listen to more Bright Eyes and Ben Folds Five.
BYEEEE-UH!,
BYEEEE-UH!,
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November 19th.
Nov. 18th, 2008 | 03:40 pm
location: My computer table.
music: The Mountain Goats.
It's November and i'm depressed about it. That means Christmas is near, and I hate Christmas. It means cold, and I hate cold. It means snow and I hate snow. Wet, sticky, cold snow. Boy oh boy do I hate snow. I miss snow when it was fun to play in, you know when I could actually play in it and go sledding for more than five minutes. I hate the hot house, hot from the woodstove, and I hate the smell of wood burning. I'm just a sucker for spring, but not summer. I hate hot, but I hate cold too. Seems like I can just never make up my mind!
Anyways, enough.
Today was alright you can say, school went by fast, and i'm not complaining. Actually, I am. I miss school, I love not being home actually. I would sleep at school if I had to. That's how much I enjoy not being here. I have a buncha' homework although, but it gives me something to do. I'll try to stay updated with this, even though nobody takes the time to read this.
Oh, well.
Anyways, enough.
Today was alright you can say, school went by fast, and i'm not complaining. Actually, I am. I miss school, I love not being home actually. I would sleep at school if I had to. That's how much I enjoy not being here. I have a buncha' homework although, but it gives me something to do. I'll try to stay updated with this, even though nobody takes the time to read this.
Oh, well.
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I'm still breathing, but it's underwater.
Nov. 17th, 2008 | 09:08 am
My stomach was just as rocky, and the waves that pushed my under the blackening water.
The salt wasn't distilling in my eyes, throat and stomach.
I felt the arms of the ocean reach out and grab me by my loose limb.
The sand below was filling in my shoes, trying to weigh me down.
I felt every grain hit my body, stinging with disaproval.
The water filled my lungs, and now I felt almost peaceful.
The panic was not longer here, I didn't have to worry about each wave knocking my head to the smacking surface.
I was drowning, and I knew i was 3,000 leauges under the sea, to take it's rapturing arms around my throat.
I'm not only a part of the sea.
I took control, now i am the tender ocean, waiting for more victims.
